dearash

“I don’t want to be Anna. Your wife. Your first wife. You hated her, but you stuck. I don’t want you to hate me but stick anyway. I don’t— I don’t— I don’t wanna be Anna. And I know we took vows and I know you pride yourself on sticking to your word. I know you’ll stay, Pete. You’ll stay no matter what. But… I don’t want that. That is no life for me or for Lucas. And— And I know you are more comfortable sticking than being the guy who leaves, so, um… so I’ll— I’ll leave you. If you can’t do it but that’s really what you want… If you don’t love me… If you don’t love me anymore, then ask me to leave… and I will. I’ll do that for you, for us. And we’ll… we’ll figure out how to make it okay for Lucas. I do love you. I still love you. But I don’t want this for us. So think about it. Take a week. Take— take your time. But… know that I mean it. I’ll let you out. I’ll be the one who leaves. Okay? Can you nod if it’s okay? Okay.”

A girl can dream right?!